Every night, I told myself, “Tomorrow I’ll be fine.” I am trying, always. They hunt me, the truth in your lies.. I wish you could just tell it to me than finding out about it. :(
On my own, pretending he’s beside me
All alone, I walk with him ‘til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself, and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there’s a way for us
I love him, but when the night is over
He is gone, the river’s just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare, and everywhere, the streets are full of strangers
I love him, but every day, I’m learning
All my life, I’ve only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known
I love him
I love him
I love him, but only on my own
It’s not my fault that it’s over between us. I would have loved you for all of my life.
I’m getting stronger each day. Pretending I’m strong when the truth is.. I just wanna give up. I’m fucking tired. With each passing challenges I kept asking why the hell a bunch of them? Okay. Anyway, it’s December. Last month of the year.. Better luck next year? I don’t know. I’m drained and super damaged.
Anonymous asked: Anong pwedeng iregalo sa love mo this Christmas? Yung may effort.
Seriously? Siguro, give your love one something na kakaiba. I mean, you could make some surprise. Okaya, kahit na simple gift lang basta you work hard for it. Mas maaappreciate niya yun for sure. :) And wag mo kakalimutan, yung love mo for that someone. Sometimes, we are busy trying to put efforts on loving someone na we often forget what we feel for. I mean, nakakalimutan na natin yung true way of loving someone. Simple lang dapat, basta masaya. :D
Don’t want to wait for the time that I’m gonna lose my respect on you. I’ve had enough. You’re a cunt. Fuck you.